I know I just finished my post, but I'm still pretty heated...maybe even more so. How can you even look me in the eye? I mean seriously?! What did I do, or not do, too encourage such behavior? My heart is so heavy, I have no clue what to do at this point. I am on this kick of actually attempting to communicate my feelings and needs. I'm not saying I'm great at it, but I am trying. There are two reasons I am thinking this is one of those things I might just not communicate though; 1) I can tell you how I feel until I am blue in the face, but it isn't going to change the issue 2) I have no idea what it is I need in order to be right with you again so why make it worse by bringing it to light? Oye, I hope I can sleep tonight :/